Here I am happy and
content, at least at the moment. For I have learnt the easiest way to do away
with allthe stupid thoughts; thoughts that eat up your mind and keeps you in
pain for a relatively long span.
I am not a diplomat so it becomes really hard for me to
maintain a healthy relationship with people who don’t know me from the start or
I would always need a responsible mutual friend who can take care of the
situation as and when required. I speak my mind, that’s what I have been doing
since the day I learnt the fact that mind thinks. I am not saying I am always
right. I am human; I may have totally opposite thoughts on two different days
about the same situation, it’s your luck which day you mess up with me. haha!
I have been friends with a lot of people recently. Random
people. College people. Friends friends. From some I got attached, while some
got attached to me. But after school, it was on me how to take care of my
relationships. There was no person telling me or guiding me or cheering me up!
So while I made many friends, I lost quite a number. It was not easy, that
phase, but it was all learning.
I learnt that instead of cooking up some stupid thought, or
making a conclusion about someone, it’s better to talk to that person rather
than someone else because the mutual friend may not be mature enough. I learnt
that the bond you are making right now is not that strong even if your mind
think it is, and therefore a slightest bit of mistake can break it. I
learnt that talking to a stranger does help because of the comfort he gives or
the consoling words but only for a short period. If you simply discuss things
with the person you think you have problem with, by letting your ego go, your
mind will be a damn better place for other activities.
And I am happy learning all that. While what’s gone is gone,
there is still more to come and more to learn.
Pakhi
(Mad girl who definitely thinks A LOT :P )
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