I have a big heart to
lend my things, but not big enough to accept an ungrateful attitude. I am
generous enough to share my belongings but not enough to not care about your
thanklessness!
Not pointing anyone
in particular but yes this entry has been influenced by some recent events in
my life. I am sad the way people have turned out. I am sad to see the change;
bad change. You can’t take me or my things for granted. Why me alone? You
shouldn’t take anybody for granted. Being obliged is one of the first few
things we are taught. And it doesn’t mean for few weeks or few years, it
entails for a life time.
I am not some saint mahatma. I am simply human who would
like a ‘thank you’ look instead of a casual expression of “what’s mine is also
yours”! It’s not! It’s just because I never put a lock. It’s just because I
never say a NO! But what shocks me is that I don’t receive the same vibes!
And this unthankful attitude sometimes wants me to pack up
my things and keep the key to myself; to be unreachable; to be private. But I guess that’s not me. I wished you could
understand.
Pakhi
