Decided once and for all; I am never entering any lounges/pubs/bars.
Be it your party or let me be paying for my entry but a big NO. Over the years,
I have tried to adjust into the dark and loud ambiance; but I simply can't. May
be it's my pathetic dance skills ? Or perhaps the awkward situations I find myself
in. It can be my inability to remember the hip hop songs (any song for that
matter) and to understand the beats and the stupid rhythm. I have no idea. Yes
I don't drink but I have nothing against it as well. I was never a saint. I guess
I simply don't like it. I don't feel comfortable; maybe because it's too dark
or too loud to even hear your own self. I don't know. Many give me an "out
of the world" look when I try to make them clear my dislike for discs. But
who cares? I listen to my heart and it says NO in capitals!
I am fond of dressing
up; not too much of it but yes sometimes blood red lips or a dramatic eye
makeup and a cool hairdo aren't totally hate-able. But I would prefer getting
ready for a dim lit restaurant with a Live band playing probably, sitting
around with a bunch of friends served with delicacies over the table rather
than a suffocating dance floor raining with neon. Once in a blue moon I do turn
up at dance parties, just in case I have
developed any taste buds for the same, but OH NO. Oh no no!
Last experience was a few days back, and I am purposefully
writing this post so as to make sure I register it before I repeat the mistake
of stepping into a place which I am sure to regret afterwards. Also to make friends
note it before they force me into such parties and waste my time and mood.
I guess I am meant for an open sky with stars glittering above me. Soft music and friends.Sheer bliss!
Pakhi
